The fusebox is here and it’s very heavy, designed for larger loads than the fusebox that is installed called “Starbreaker”. I wouldn’t have that fusebox in my home even if it was working fine. I am a dark star, a real one and I don’t wish to have my back broken like the close call the other day. My home is relatively clean from EMF right now apart from next door is making an attempt to creep along the wall between the kitchen and lounge. The overall impact on me is very small. He has been around twice so far, yesterday and today and he gets ignored. He has been told that he isn’t allowed on this property but he continues to closely move against my front door to intimidate. This is a family home, not 59 Westward Ho and I have grown wise to the tricks and games of opaque white and dark grey. If he gets into the backyard uninvited I am entitled to beat him senseless if I could, which I can’t. I’m not remotely bothered by his bullshit but my children worry and if they get concerned it rubs off on me. The stereo upstairs and the white noise generators must continue, my home is a paranormal activity zone and what has been going on in my bedroom is off the scales. He will just have to put up with the noise and no intimidation from him is going to change that. He can go to the council and have the noise levels checked which is the proper route to take for sound problems. I’m afraid, I don’t know who he is, he isn’t my original neighbour and any more face to face contact or touching with him is a danger to my welfare. Getting used to being shunned is his future because I am not leaving and my responsibilities far out weight his meager life, sorry, that may sound arrogant but sometimes you have to put things out there and so far I don’t know of anybody else with my skill level or personal past which is the key to our very difficult situation to come.
My transgender blood tests will be arriving again so that will be all sorted out as per my treatment recommendation which has gone back up to 6mg estrogen. It was determined at the start of my treatment with genderGP that my testosterone levels were too low to warrant blockers. Also, my body is delicate at the moment and I don’t need anymore chemicals inside me.
The light circuit is off, the sockets are off apart from two on a separate circuit, the kitchen circuit is off. I’ve isolated what has been coming through from next door. Big hugs, Neve xxxxx
My black fridge is here as well 🙂 xxxxx
